one card is missing from my tarot deck, well basically my ex's tarot deck. i gave it to my bestfriend, well basically he took that without asking. for a second i wanted to open the deck and give myself a tarot reading with zero knowledge i'd be like "oh it's the sun and it's so bright so u'll have a bright future and some more bullshit"
when i dream, i dream myself alone, in a room. not quite like my room (i'll ask my household to keep it exactly same when i moved out, it's kinda like a museum or what son? every little hole is stuffed with stuff ! ! ! ), but a cool room designed with whatever i found on the streets, old-free-stuff-im-cheap-kinda-stuff and here im in the middle of these gorgeous garbage, alone, with old artist diaries i found online for couple of bucks, a full rack, degas, o'keeffe, fancy stuff, (well now that's obviously a dream), if i'mmore than lucky--goya, i dont even like goya, fancy u know, pretend to like it who'll get hurt, no-one, anyway main point, im alone, nobody in my future, not even m8s, i just cant keep connecting wth people, that's stupid, or schupid id say........hiwhe.
and scene ! ! ! in this context of being alone and errthung, im scared, scared like a moffucka, scared like a child who lost her mom in the crowd, scared like electricity shut off in the middle of the night when ur typing on ur typewriter, no candles nearby. who even has a typewriter oh me. i just cant see what's next, wouldnt he hold my wrists if i stumble but why would i trust him or anybody??????__________i lost my shit_______u got shhitted on son______i dont go outside_____i dont like shit*______i like earl like-a-lot
single move on the canvas
good to go good to go
too good to go
just one reckless kick on the canvas
im ready im ready
take the highroad
who is innit who*s !
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<p>one card is missing from my tarot deck, well basically my ex's tarot deck. i gave it to my bestfriend, well he basically he took that without asking. for a second i wanted to open the deck and give myself a tarot reading with zero knowledge i'd be like "oh it's the sun and it's so bright so u'll have a bright future and some more bullshit"</p><p>when i dream, i dream myself alone, in a room. not quite like my room (i'll ask my household to keep it exactly same when i moved out, it's kinda like a museum or what son? every little hole is stuffed with stuff ! ! ! ), but a cool room designed with whatever i found on the streets, old-free-stuff-im-cheap-kinda-stuff and here im in the middle of these gorgeous garbage, alone, with old artist diaries i found online for couple of bucks, a full rack, degas, o'keeffe, fancy stuff, (well now that's obviously a dream), if i'mmore than lucky--goya, i dont even like goya, fancy u know, pretend to like it who'll get hurt, no-one, anyway main point, im alone, nobody in my future, not even m8s, i just cant keep connecting wth people, that's stupid, or schupid id say........hiwhe. </p><p>and scene ! ! ! in this context of being alone and errthung, im scared, scared like a moffucka, scared like a child who lost her mom in the crowd, scared like electricity shut off in the middle of the night when ur typing on ur typewriter, no candles nearby. who even has a typewriter oh me. i just cant see what's next, wouldnt he hold my wrists if i stumble but why would i trust him or anybody??????__________i lost my shit_______u got shhitted on son______i dont go outside_____i dont like shit*______i like earl like-a-lot</p><p><i><span style="font-family: times; font-size: x-small;">single move on the canvas</span></i></p><p><i><span style="font-family: times; font-size: x-small;">good to go good to go</span></i></p><p><span style="font-family: times; font-size: x-small;"><i>too good to go </i></span></p><p><span style="font-family: times; font-size: x-small;"><i>just one reckless kick on the canvas</i></span></p><p><span style="font-family: times; font-size: x-small;"><i>im ready im ready</i></span></p><p><span style="font-family: times; font-size: x-small;"><i>take the highroad </i></span></p><p><span style="font-family: times; font-size: x-small;"><i>who is innit who*s ! </i></span></p><p><span style="font-family: times; font-size: x-small;"><i>111341</i></span></p><p><span style="font-family: times; font-size: x-small;"><i>im sorry im sorry</i></span></p>
